Today was a challenge. I knew being the intern the honeymoon phase would wear out quickly, but I never thought once that phase was over, I would have a day like today.
My students are challenging. Majority of them have been raised in a completely different way than I have. Majority of them do not have manners, or are unable to be respectful, or listen to authority. Today I was blown away by their lack of all of those things. I am aware that I am a sensitive individual and I strive for perfection, but with the endless amount of effort I am putting into my students, I can't help but feel hurt when my students say rude, disrespectful comments.
I've only been at J.H. Rose for a month or so and everyday I am learning something new. Each day presents new challenges, accomplishments, and constructive feedback. Student teaching is my time to make mistakes, learn the ropes, and work towards being an effective teacher.
I had my first Observation Conference with Mrs. Harris on Monday and it went very well. She gave me suggestions and ways to improve my teaching. I need to work on 'teacher input.' When I give out an assignment that takes up a large chunk of time, I need to work on still being present in the lesson and not just sitting back while the students complete the assignment. Mrs. Harris gave me great suggestions as to how to do that!
Tomorrow is a new day and I will approach it with a positive attitude.
Keep moving. Be resilient. Move forward :)
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